YOUTH INFUSON...I'm SORRY

Well…This might be the same old thinking of me for you!

But whatever I’m going to type down now is the biggest change in my life I’ve ever faced… It’s said that changing the face is easy...but facing the change is the real manly work! To be frank I never really cared for this proverb…I never thought about it in deep...What actually it means? Will I ever face any change? Will it affect me in any way? I never thought it would happen and that too in so very early stage in my life! It was 2007 or 2008…I don’t really remember…I’m perfect at this job…anyways jokes apart…NIKHIL ABHYANKAR…back from BOMBAY…I was damn happy for him and even for me and Nishant! We three of us considered ourselves the DIL CHAHATA HAI studs…! It was childish…but we all loved it!

I and NIKHIL went in different classes…but I and NISHANT were in the same class…! NIKHIL and I, We met every day though...but he talked about his new friends a lot..!

TANMAY VAIDYA

ANAS SAYED

SOUMITRA TALNIKAR
PARTH VITEKAR

All his new friends...They hated me…but same was here…! It wasn’t my own hating or angriness about them….but it were the students who told me crap about them…and I was the foolish one to listen them..And BELIVE them! I told NIKHIL a heck lot times…! NIKHIL please don’t be with them…but he is a kind of a guy who pays a deaf ear to everyone if he thinks he is right! And he did the same every time I told him to be away from them…………………………………….Cut off…directly to tenth standard!

Soumitra went from my class….Now I had only 1 group…my cricket team…!

NIKHIL was sharp and used his mind to be away from cricket after NISHANT started abusing him for no reason..!

This was the first time I felt how embarrassing it was to be punished for no reason..! But who would tell me? Then I was considered one of the MITTHAS of tenth standard...! Then NISHANT too left me…here I was standing alone in front of the whole school…no one from my side…some misunderstandings led to many controversies!

The light of friends in my life was vanishing…! I was able to feel the darkness coming near me...Lonely…Mr. Lonely...I closed my hoping to get use of the darkness…! I was about to die and get on with my CHEAP cricket group….except some….! But “THE GOD” I felt him first time in that year…a ray of light came toward me….!

‘NAMYA chal be FRIENDS??’

I found my first ever CLOSE friend…MR.AJINKYA DESHPANDE

We became friends…and then suddenly life took turn…My life was lightened by many friends...!

They were the one who I cursed for no reason before a year or two….yes

TANMAY VAIDYA
ANAS SAYED
SOUMITRA TALNIKAR
AKINKYA DESHPANDE
AKSHAY CHAVAN

I was ashamed of myself…I wasn’t able to make a eye contact with those guys for a long! WHAT THE HECK I DID MAN! They were so helping...genuine and concerning…and what the hell I thought about them! My big mistake…I never got a chance guys …but I’m sorry for the insult of you….sorry for cursing you for no reason…sorry for blindly keeping faith on the other guys…sorry for making you different from us…and considering you cheap...when on the contrary I was the one who was cheap…!

Then….DETENTION CLASS came into existence….YOUTH INFUSION was on its role! I was made to feel how it is when you are cursed for no reason...I won’t go in the deep now…but I hate my school for this reason!

Anyways…I just felt a bit guilty and therefore moved on to write this…!

I NEED COMMENTS….Specially from my fusion members!

CONCERT OF GLASSES

The date was 16th december..in detintion class we decide to study for six periods and relax for two last periods...well there's nothing much to mention about first six periods...but in the last two periods our naughty minds started to kick off....we saw chalks in fron of us....and here we were....YOUTH INFUSION on fire again....we started playing with the chalks....no troublesome thoughts in our minds....
Anas,Soumitra,Nikhil from 1 side and Me Ajinkya Tanmay and Pratik from 1 side....we started fighting.....enjoying and cheering all the way...and never thought what the consequences will be....
Anas the great thrower of our group was throwing chalks on Ajinkya.....and Ajinkya standing in front of blackboard was trying to defend himself....
and we never expected that this would happen.....Anas threw a chalk on Ajinkya...and he in a try to defend himself from the chalk jumped up....his hands flew in the air and the two tubes above the board (which already were half fallen) were slightly touched........and boooooom both the tubes came down....falling hard on the classroom surface it made a terribe loud noise....I and Pratik to catch the tubes bend down...but our refelxes did not support us.....suddunly our loud cheer turned in silence....pindrop silence....we in a hurry went to our own places.....sat quietly...as before we knew our small mistakes would turn into blunders.....we were petrified....teachers started visiting our classroom as if there was a dead body and started making ugly faces....(din't their child break any glass before...or where the tubelights made up of gold with daimond platings???)
what was that teachers were so much worried about...we never killed anyone.....did we??
We were let out of the room....and in a line were introgated as if we've stolen something or robbed a bank...."how did this happen....whos responsible for this.....can't you guys be a bit sofesticated"(sofesticated my foot)
They din't even inquired about if any was hurt or something...insted....crap questions all round....!!!!
We were shifted to other class...Vasmatkar ma'am as usual told us to repeat shloks...only knowledge she have....irritating....The period got over......Vertex guys had their last period PT...I being a crestian had to be in the class...Istarted studying...(not a joke this time)......deep in reading boring history text...i was feeling sleepy......time was passing very slowly until Ajinkya set up fire again....a loud noise of glassbreak touched my ears....hoping it to be a mistake of ninth std boy..I was waiting for my mates....
Ajinkya in all depressed feelings came up to me...."namya shit man i broke the glass again"
"Ajinkya you...."i reacted but seeing Ajinkya's depression on the face I din't continue further...but I was like "F**k man I'll kill you now..."
every guy with a sad face came up...expecting it was a bad dream...
Sunita ma'am our only support came up to us....listened to us...and UNDERSTOOD us....who never did after we were put in detention class...we on our damn guts decided to go to Surkheka ma'am and tell her what actually truth was...in our way we met Mamta,Bharadkar and Smita ma'am.....as usual, after getting scoldings for 15 mins we went further...entered Administrators cabin....we never felt so much humilating, we did go in the cabin several times but this time something was special.......
We were just praying that our parents should not be informed.....we decided to tell our parents but a call from school is really embarising....they din't do this but insted they did something cheap...very cheap...our school who had tonnes of money demanded 700/- Rs from us.....I was damn shocked....how can they do this to us?....I mean 700/- Rs to fix 2 tubes and 1 glass was a bit costly I guess.....We were called down y taking our bags......and this time somthing happened very unusual...Ajinkya who made us cry....had tears in his eyes.....poor he....
Ya it was his fault but man every human isn't perfect....I mean he was rather we were surely deserving a last chance....but we din't get any.....we made realize Ajinkya that we are with you....he then was a bit calmed and quite.....we went down again.This CONCERT OF GLASS spoilt our whole day..and two more coming days too.....

Me And My Dad....

Actually I was inspired to write this poem by Soham.....I read his poem...
I and my Dad don't share a very sweet relationship...this is what the truth is....but soham thanks for writting the poem...and ya i need your comments this one...

ME n My Dad are two corner's of same world...
Near yet very far..
I dont know what the matter was
cuz I fought with them like I had a war....

He tried to help me and went to bed without eating...
I just felt he is rude and only likes to see me weeping.....

I was mistaken
really I was wrong
DAD only tried to make me strong....

He was ready to sacrifice his soul
just to see his son attain his desired goal....

But it's enough I won't take it any more..
cuz I love my DAD from my inner core.....

I LOVE YOU DAD

Undying Love...

Many broken pieces
Shattered, now apart
What can I do to mend it?
To mend by broken heart?

I walk along the beach
Leaving footprints cold and bare
How can I enjoy the sunset,
When there’s no one here to share?

There used to be a pair,
Of footprints next to mine.
But they washed away with waves
And the shifting sands of time.

All I can do now,
Is remember how things were.
The good times, not the bad times,
Which caused my heart to stir.

To live to die,
What does it matter?
While I am in this state.
I didn’t know how much I loved,
Until it was too late.

Together

Together,
Within a smudge of blue,
I walk the footpath.

Together,
With only ourselves in a group,
We are content.

Together,
We talk about the important things
Of our lives.

Together,
We are somehow complete,
Needing no-one else.

Together,
We hear the voice behind us,
Interrupting our private world.

Together,
As if one person, we glance back,
Seeing the face that spoke.

Together,
We try to accommodate the person,
Losing the closeness we had.

Together,
The conversation we make
Is of mindless events.

Together no longer,
We become smatters of blue
That once made a beautiful smudge.

Lifeless Love.....

Your hand was in mine
and I was feeling perfectly fine...

You are my darling and will be forever
& I promise you i'll leave you never...

But suddenly things got over
I din't knew you'll leave me so early
becauseI spent my year or two with you merely....

I thought you gave me your heart because i deserved it
but you made me feel that I had to just beg and borrow..
God won't forgive you because you put me in a deep sorrow...

Time required by me to leave you is few
but I cant damn it.....coz i still love you....

Will Any One Understand Us???

Actually these are my inner feelings. Iwanted to speak up since a long time but something was restricting me...but as the school days are getting over my feelings are just dying to come out just like an volcano outburst....I and soumitra were to give a speech on farewell day....but thanks to our 'respected' teachers.....they didn't allow us to speak even when it was our day...so I thought that my blog is the best place to publish my feelings....
Well to start wit.....
I still remember the day fresh in m mind.....it was start of our crucial year...10th and also was the last day of our friendship.....I,Abhijeet,Chinnmay,Soumitra-The rulers of bronze were soon seperated....
With no friends in my class i was alone....and then i met Minu.....my full 10th std went with Minu...
But suddenly y life took a chnage for a worse....(I thought this at time though)
I at that time were wit my new group-Tannmay,Ajinkya,Anas,Nikhil,Akshay,Balu...my new group....I love this guys.....cuz they dont leave me when i need them like others do....
I was put in detention class.....my group was with me there too....great guys....
My new group "YOUTH INFUSION" was facing all the controversies...and that too in the most important year of my life..
Our small mistakes were made blunders of....our school din't even think once brfore taking damn money to fix tube lights...!!!!so chep man..
We were accused and cursed for any damn reason which were not att all related with.Even social networking sites went against us.....
Our friends started leaving us...we felt very humiliatung when our juniors watched us from outside the windows as if we were animals in the zoo.
None understood us...not evem our close ones....I was left alone...Soumitra was alone...Tanmay was left alone...why don't hey understand that friendship means to be in sun and sorrows....but our friends...cant call them friends....but I'am not getting a perfect word for them...
Anyways...where was I???
ya....one guy said"we wont like our friends doing such naughty things and trouble us and our juniors.....we are hurt because of them "but we are also human....were we not hurt?...but we had noone to share our feelings...an when we tried to revel our feelings...we were prooved guilty by many faulty manners...
Nevermind whatever happened we are just trying to be still friendly with everyone...We just want to clear all the mess and we dont want any dispute again.....We just hope no one will will now curse us...because we are trying our best to become "GOOD BEHAVING" students like our so called 'FRIENDS"
Still many things are deep inside but I give Soumi the further duyt...plz Soumi I want you to continue and proove us innocent.....
I need your comments....may be good....perhaps taunts....and can even be slangs.....but I'm surely waiting for all of them....